Memory of Nobody

A new beginning

2010-11-04T21:01:00.001-07:00

Hi ppl, It has been long I have not been updating this blog, finally man!!! I finish my last exam, now going for my reservist in Australia.

And yup it is not a good experience when i go there, hope I can train for my standard chartered meanwhile.

Jobless...pennliness and left strangled on the miserable island of poverty, need money for cpa aust..if u happen to see this blog...and there is too much cash in your hand, you can donate to adam acct whahahaha.

when i come back from aust, i will update this blog abt the super hot sun and interesting stories i bring along...meanwhile...wait whahhaha

Mind entrapment

2009-10-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

Education is mind strapping sometimes, reducing the times for us to think the things that have been inhibiting into us, but we keep reading things that distract us from all this, mind conspirary it might have been, trap your thought, trap your ability for the really why question we should ask.
Reality have been painful, education have been distraction or rather a painkiller, distract us from all these.

We all have beautiful mind, sometimes we are meant for greater purpose but our mind is entrap in this thought, can we still produce beautiful picture of the world or is it dull coz our mind is entrap, yupz we are entrapped from the pain of the world what can make better society when self-interest has build in them. But flip side, we are ignoring the color that are calling to us!

If you are studying and happen to read this blog...take this time to think about the beautiful thing your mind is trying to tell you now

For me, beethoven is my beautiful timeofff!!! One Life Live it!!!

shiok run

2009-08-17T02:09:00.000-07:00

It has been since 9 month, i have such shiok run, the after effect of pain, tell me i am still alive and kicking. During the run, alot has been in my mind, i wondering what i really love in my life, why of coz science is my favourite, to be able to invent something that ppl that never use b4, is a achievement and challenge to me.

Brain fuck till siao to give up, but die die dun give up if i do, i will be a quitter throughout my life...never say never!!!

Tiredness

2009-08-13T18:02:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, it has reach the day when all my energy are drain, that i need a break...which i dun explain to anybody, but sometimes i need to do something for myself, i need a day i dun care what about ppl thinking and feeling.

Maybe I am living under that kind of life too long alr, it start suffocate me...which i need a break for that kind of living..to be myself again, or else i will lose who really am i with under the impression to live and breathe for others...

A break from the cage of people thought
runaway ftom space that constraint
callout to heart of rebellion
be reborn again with a new heart of stainless

Wild nite

2009-08-12T10:34:00.000-07:00

lady gaga..she is hell of a untamed person i ever seen, do not fix by the rule...can perform back facing the audience...putting the feet on the key on the piano...oh my such wildness...such madness...and yet is simple... her tagline follow ur dream and be yourself...quite inspiring, if ppl tell u to go another way...ask them to f$$k off...oh my such coolness.. I wonder hw many ppl can follow their dream, my dream is to drive mustang that i modified on the road of singapore which mean beating the traffic road... and kick some butt

Sweet holiday

2009-08-09T21:04:00.000-07:00

wake up 10 am, is really a total feeling after all, get out of regime of control, free out of the cage in a while is a really a great thing, thanks to the crescent and five stars, I have this sweet monday to write this delicious blog. Is like a day of sweetness, but of course project still must be done...yupz i know is a spoiler for the day, but as student we must remember school work come first, play come later...

Enjoy ur holiday folk, i will keep u in memory when enjoy the sweetness aroma of the day.

Assumption and human nature

2009-08-05T23:46:00.000-07:00

Even we deny ourselves away from assumption..but as human...is difficult not to as assummption is like a nature ability..like we walk into the jungle...can we just walk in there...
No way we must have the assumption that it is safety that we have the enough courage to step in..
which goes to shows assumption let us step into the safety boundary where we can enter at ease that give birth to first impression this kind of thing

Version 2

2009-08-05T23:43:00.000-07:00

A nice cold breeze is blowing upon the cheek of Isaac while he is having a relax conversion with his friends over wine and dine. Then one of his friends stumbles about an interesting upcoming event that his school SIM is organizing namely the Art festival, which bring about a chain of thought of inviting Isaac to the event itself. Isaac agrees to the invitation through a toast to his friend which he thinks it is a great idea, since Isaac is working on his newer masterpiece.

Few days have pass, Isaac is on his bus to SIM when he overhear a conversion among the group of students wearing different color of T-shirts about the current Art Festival event about all the exciting event like the stage performance and all the booth program and workshops. Suddenly a gush of excitement runs through the vein of Isaac, wishing that the bus would arrive at the location as soon as possible.

When the bus finally arrives, he was already breaking his way through the student crowd. Then he chance upon the beautiful small colorful paper flower along the grass road pavement when he walk up the staircase. Dash across the plaza he saw the student making hand print on the canvas with different color paints, not only the handprint they have imprint on the canvas but the smile of the students have been imprinted on the heart of Isaac. Then an glance of collated photography capture his attention, while moving away his attention reluctantly from the handprint session, he was amaze at the many photography collated, which tell the story of the vibrancy life of the students which is totally different from the dull and boring life perception he has about the student life.

Breaking away from the crowd he found himself in the courtyard with a lot student playing basketball, the sweat and smile on the basketball face, realizing he didn’t bring along his paint and brush, a sense of remorse run through him, which he thought is a waste to not to capture the vibrancy of life on his paint.

Attracted by the nice melodic music from the atrium, he found himself draw closer like he is like a vine that is crawling up the tree to reach for the sunlight, which he found the beautiful pieces are play by the group of student with their violin and cellos, such splendors beauty have been luxuries on his eye and mind which he is totally engrossed and become part of the notes that the violinist and cellist are playing, and suddenly realize that the buzz of the student have become harmony with the music.

While his mind is still in sync with the beautiful music, he was wondering what is all the commotion about, but what caught his eye is not about what is the commotion is about, but the brilliant colorful artwork on the panel of the booth which exhibit the amount of effort, passion and love for the thing they are doing which reignite the fire and passion in him.

With the all the vivid memory still etching in his mind, he head down straight to his studio, then he stack out all his paint tube and realize the color he is being used is limited for past painting, so head to the store and grab the whole box of color tube and started painting his masterpiece dedicated to the colour of life that the student have imprinted in his mind at SIM has imprint in his mind and he name this masterpiece color confessione

story by me

2009-08-03T22:36:00.001-07:00

Looking at the paint, Isaac cannot draw any inspiration from the white canvas staring back at him, the empty studio just echo the hollowness in his heart. So he decided to walk to the store to get some color, the studio door open ajar and a small little girl walk up to the white canvas. And she reach out with her tiny hand reach into palette of color paint and dip her hand, without hesitation, the hand found its destination near the canvas, and it form unorganized but beautiful artwork. From behind, Isaac just walk out of the store and was astonished by the beauty of simplicity of the colour form by the handprint of a small little gals. Inspiration engulfs him and he started to painting with the little gal. When it is finally over, the canvas is full of colour and life, Isaac is astonished by the power and life of colour reveal to him, that he name this painting Colour Confessione.

All in a day work

2009-07-28T21:52:00.000-07:00

Today, was out depatching, my mind is very clear suddenly, maybe is the coffee i take in the morning, or i have been enlighten either way...

Yupz, was pass the heavy traffic, but my heart is calm and peaceful and totally ok with the traffic.

Even through is one hour out of office, but alot have been in my mind, i must somehow be flexible and change to the environment, not expecting the environment change to me.

That way of thinking is stubborn and selfish, and hope everything is back to normal as the way it will be...hope nothing changes after all my foolish acts, but is impossible to think in that way, coz or else there will not be cause and consequence.

In and out of something set me thinking of things, let me change in a way to be be a better person, is what i think is not what other thinks, that is freaky important, learn to trust super important, be flexible super duby important.

for all my friends that worry for me, worry not more, i have decide to take alot alot step back alr, but the feeling will stay, coz i am still a human after all wahahhahaha...

Fool

2009-07-28T09:51:00.001-07:00

yupz, i always been a fool, she has been doing things for us, i dun get the picture, but act as a irriating entity half the time, but she always forgive me. I am very apologistic that she need to go through the nonsense that i put her through....i will be myself...so be less burden of her...
Hope we can work this through tgt.

Morning stuff

2009-07-27T17:20:00.000-07:00

something i concoct in the morning

Memories

Short stay hold no memories
but memories linger on
like vines wrap around heart
enjoy closeness yet there is pain

But the grateful thing is that her headache recover through my prayer, if she recover, i promise to head back to church...right away

In transition

2009-07-27T02:15:00.000-07:00

Hope i will be stand up again, which i will, i am strong i will, i need to set back on my goal.

It has been long since i write, never been so release, yupz is sad, but is time to let go is time to let go..which i hold memory of nobody...

started on fresh page of life, the new chapter...the new beginning...just stay focus!!!!

Time to write!!!

2009-06-28T06:59:00.000-07:00

Been bz with the last few week, and very thankful to my classmate for the celebration at MOF muackz muackz...!!!

Haha, time pass very fast, in a twink of the eye, is forth semster, is very cool to noe all...my classmates...for so long...

ps, cannot join them for johor trip...not durian for me...haha

yupz...is time for me to get started...on my study...haha

yupz...still very the grateful to have my gf by my side...i will stand by u no matter what.

sleepy day

2009-04-20T07:19:00.000-07:00

Haha...ever since study break, study have been my top priority...but cannot see my gf...well is really a pain.
been zha nai the whole day, dunoe what to write and update with nothing happens, so yupz...good weather and good run for today.
And i am thankful i have a loving gf.

Best of Both world bullshit

2009-03-29T03:08:00.000-07:00

This is hw you see thing, you want this and that...well you are call greedy when u know u cannot have the best of both world...well unless the world collide. well u get nothing.
That is this theory i formed, what combined the best of the world is by giving of portion of there and there...so basically it may lose the essential of the both world but you still keep it. But then again where are the best of both world when it used to be when you lose the essential the uniquity of the this both is when they are individual entity not when you have them both together.
This is hw it work around in the world, when one dude try to save the earth by stop manufacturing u stop crEAting u stop generating GDP...then it created the economical term call tradeoff..bullshit...is call a shit that control ppl that is greedy.give some piece of pie to another...stopping being a U noe what.
Basically i juz trying to write something that not see ard in the world...but i juz could not, yes...u cannot have write something ppl not see ard...the world...becoz ppl dun understand...hahah...there you go not best of both world

So Many Repeater...like fly like that so irriating

2009-03-23T20:10:00.000-07:00

I just wonder...human can be such a bore...sometimes...keep repeating some stuff...like a tape recorder. It started to annoy me, luckily i dun have a machine gun in my hand...or else they will be toast...

This aside, I have been bother by a lot of report, and no time to study...this annoy me...want to go cycling start to rain. What is wrong man...

Is it becoz i am not the controller of the world, that pissed me off...or i am being caged by the controller.

Brain limit...
Time limit...
speed limit...
strength limit...
everything limit....

Why we need to be bound...., why!!!!
Which one day i can cross limit...the only way i know...science breaking limit

No more estoppel...no more...sick and tired if it...true freedom will not be realized till we have it

Goofy Sat

2009-03-07T19:10:00.000-08:00

Attend wedding in the morning...finally yealing is married....the man muz be a perfect man.All the best for her wedding...yupz...is juz cannot stand listening to the talk that last for hour. My bum is so freaky painful, but i expect it, but for Yealing is worth it. Then suddenly idea pop in my head, to recruit poly student for production too if not enuff ppl
Then in the afternoon meet my goofy friend for badminton...it last for half a hour, then she start to do the elvis hand shake. Then we chit chat to wait for the rain to stop....well we start to goofy abt ppl...i enjoy the goofy part.put my mind off test...for that day...
After that went home, i play 2 stages for dawn of war 2 then off to bed....

Language That seperate us!!!

2008-12-08T01:26:00.000-08:00

It is amazing as Language seperate us from being united, but somehow we have find a way to translate each other lanaguage, from totally dunoe to know. Can u imagine how they communicate in the first place to get it translate in the first place...I think they will start with pointing at object...and start naming it with their own language then slowly come to the common understanding.
For those history student, if know anything, please tell us how they start translate in the first place, enlighten us!!!

Time for some update

2008-08-26T16:40:00.000-07:00

Clearing the cobwebs ard...is time to clean up.
Practically, i am busy with the Drama workshop. So I may not able to go to most of the gathering. So i gotta apologize big time here. And No, i am not seeing anyone...LOL.So dun need to ask.
Well, i got in love with running, as it pushes one endurance and limit, you run more than 15 km, you will see.
My study a bit screw up, even ppl still call me nerd ball. Juz becoz my house a lot of book does not make me a nerd ball...haha...But seriously speaking, i am still a nerd ball, coz i love to solve question ppl cannot solve...which is quite nerdy...
For this week, hopefully, i can do some outdoor activities like canoeing or cycling...so long didnt cycling...and very very long didnt canoeing...alr.
That is all for now

Hard fact abt my week

2008-05-10T03:23:00.000-07:00

It has been since super super long i go cycling...my leg super lamed after the cycling. Yet with my new PSP, my journey to Paya Lebat has become shorter, Been playing brave story...RPG.graphics not bad.for a handheld. Those have been considering whether to buy...dun think buy it. Ohh no i am no the spokeperson for PSP, i juz advocate PSP, but nevethless i will critize when product quality cannot make it. Word of mouth in this case text of blog.
Great day, not sun...not rain ok a bit. well is quite fun to ride toward the east side...with the wind aiding. but when go back from where i come from...pain in the leg.
Recently i have been stoning...have not come up with any rational reason. But hope to find out why...have been stoning ever since wednesday...see peng yong blog...for my stoning reentacement...haha
Hope to cure it...or else ppl will say i dao...even through i want to sell dao...but i dun want to be dao...so i eat char siew bao...
Met up with danue...and yupz he still the same...no offense...the same old guy...well for all those in church u noe what i am saying.
For guy with something unbreakable in your heart...kao...let it go...live free and die well...we come to the world, should not left with grudge...but to left with peace...yupz put up the gang sign...U noe what i talking abt.I dun end up to be everyone mediator one day...
And one more thing...when i was hanging up at the Marine parade...i was scamed...u heard it rite...scamed...when me and kaden was walking out of the parkway parade.A kido or teen reach us...
This is the reentacement:
The kido: Hi, i am in this business starter, i need to gather ard 100 to graduate from this program
kaden: How muz you expect us to give
kido: Ard 2 -10 will be enuff
(me stoning)
kaden: huh
me: why dun we give 5 buck?
kaden: ok
kido: ok thank!!!
kido: choose one paper clip
(me and kaden stunning)
then we choose and fled off
end of reentacment
Then we walk back to our bus stop...a long stretch of this socalled business starter park along the way...then we use our paper clip to get them out of the way...
u wonder what so special abt the paper clip...nothing look at the picture and u will noe why...

Indirect captialism but still in captialism cycle

2008-05-08T18:48:00.000-07:00

Remember the times when people tell me being a teacher...u stop being in captialism, being rich at the expense at other...that is so crap...
I tell you what the truth...u are earning money from the government, where the heck the government get the money...from us...that feast on ppl pocket...and yes you are in the money cycle...or good & services cycle. So stop being a fake anti-capitialism person.
This is so called the living in deception, so rather than being a fake person...might as well earn more money and spend more money. Saying this it will create more inflation..
Haha...This is bottom Line...coz adam say so

The flight of bumble bee by Maxsim

2008-05-06T03:56:00.000-07:00

Something to perk up ur day...

A blog a day...keep the boring bug away

2008-05-01T06:16:00.000-07:00

Ok...nowaday heard a lotz of complain about the hot weather...well so far...i have no problem with it well becz i am a indoor person. But I still enjoy the UV ray when i am in the beach...cycling or doing the whatever. Juz hope when i start my AHM training, it would not rain like nobody business. in that case it will be my business.
Ha...my bro start working his first job, expect complain from him, yea i get it from him of coz. Complain the aunt the uncle at robinson. But when i start my first job..most of the times i complain abt the salary not enuff...but he didnt say anything abt the money issue. Guess i am pretty money minded from it..but when effort not equal money paid. who will not complain. Sometimes is abt the principle when come down to capabilities and effort recognization, when your employer do not appreciate u...so all come down to the theory of wages power...more u give..a bit motivation...work a bit harder...push the productivity...push output why not...? then why government dun do min wage laws...coz it cause unemployment(which pull out the bad weed)...bad for political point of view...another reason might be they need to increase business investment...so they leave it to business to decide...market policy...or call the peanut wages policy...
Yet when time of inflation, they start to give the so-called growth dividend...to cushion the effect.real wage drop...what the...people will still have less motivation to work...but government also calculate that in...becaz we are kaisu...so we hold on to the job...that create the motivation or drive to keep us still slogging...so inflation VS kaisu...once kaisu rate cannot tahan the theshold...productivity drop...output break loss...so in a way kaisu is the cushion for the fall...
kaoz...i feel like i am giving economics lecture....so i give u a bit of accounting story...this is a story where economics and accounting conflict....is abt this guy work in a small IT firm, where he is being pay peanut and employee turnover super high...why because the boss believe in saving cost higher profit...yea rite....in his dream...in the new new world we live in...he better study ecomonics...or else he is definitely out of business...let hope he would not read this blog, but i guess he would not coz i was talking ecomonics in the first few line...and he may think is crap....well if u think is crap...reformat ur com...coz i have put a resident worm in ur com,,haha

New post

2008-04-30T07:39:00.000-07:00

Finally get accounting out of the system, sometimes really want to do what i really want...u noe out of my do success list...is very tiring to chasing something that i really dun like...is very painful...
But that will be very selfish, what a conflict....i have been thinking...why cannot i juz buy a land and be a farmer and also a piano also...Yupz my life is easily contented by these two simple thing...but simple thing that is what we want, we will complicatified(new word i invented) it...do we really want all the fame and richness....that we might not have the capable to spend...like the zhuang zi say be content...it take great wisdom to see be contented is enuff....if u got all the richness in the world, would u be the happiest person in the world...or are u self deceive urself....
Sometimes rich people want to be juz simple poor people...becoz the time to take care of their empire and their obligation keep running high...yet he is a envy of most people...i think some of the times, he will sit down and he will start to envy ppl that lead a more carefree life...
Hard to choose rite...we will choose a different rule if we need to be contented easily...coz which mean u have no competitiveness in u, which mean u will taken out of the rat race...freedom or survive the odd...

What if question

2008-04-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

What if I am born in a family of pianists?
I will be a pianist...of coz
What if I am born in a family of rich?
I will be a sick man...well wealth bring poor health...why? eat too much good food
What if I am not a singaporean?
I will dunoe where is singapore in the map...
What if I have a gf?
I would not have time to write blog rite nw...
What if u are reading it nw...
well u are too free alr,better find something meaningful to do...

Zha Nan

2008-04-09T01:36:00.000-07:00

Haha, juz found out i have from a magazine...i super zha nan...(a term to describe a person that do not like socializing like staying in home). Love anime and drama yupz...dun like to socialize yupz...feel comfortable at home...yupz...like to surf net and game...yupz.I am the ulimate zha nan.

A lot of happening event during this past weeks...but i dun need to broadcast, coz the info is almost the same but the perceptive is different...haha...

Something different from my Uni friends Blogs, is that i found a job for the holiday...I was a bit surprised that my previous previous employer call me...then i got my job...but of coz still as programmer...my programming skill a bit rusty...need to derusty after my exam...

During the holiday, i will be also taking the M5,M9,M8 and HI test within the two months...and the youth camp i dun whether i will be going...confused...and acting and firming workshop...very very pack...

Okay...HD...HD..GO...GO...everyone jia you...so everyone is a winner...and dun need to feel sad after exam...

Peace at last

2008-03-26T05:38:00.000-07:00

Finally peace in my heart, something unsettled in my heart have resolved,no it is related to matter this year, is problem that have been in my heart for years...O praise the Lord...for he always provide the answer...even i seldom pray on this matter.God always provide...Thank you Lord!

Exam is coming

2008-03-21T04:33:00.000-07:00

Exam time is just one month away, drama workshop in april, forget to suspense my piano lesson...which mean in April i will become more scatterbrained than this month...being browse site to site-shopping piano. Find out that the cheaper new piano is ard 2k++...If i spend the money to buy which mean i gotta be sell-fish...haha...
Few reason why, i realize i need to spend more time like more than 1hr(which mean 2 dollar incur daily), and plus i am very slow learner, very bad with the beat thing, so gotta spend more time practice piano...harmonic cannoot make it, legato cannot make it...count problem...hw i wish there is a way to change the structure of my brain...to become better and leaner machine...
Also think about the future whether to study master or CFA...coz i getting on my age, better study while i can...or else i hit ard 30...i will become retard...
And need to apologise all that offended through this month, later i not so happy...dunoe why...very moody...so i may be a@@hole...and all that...i hope i will get better...so i can treat people nicer more...

Test Test

2008-03-12T18:21:00.000-07:00

Mind totally occupied by all the book, i read, what is left is only conformed knowledge by the book, creativeness is being restricted, sometimes i think this kind of system of studying works or dun work.
For me, i personally prefer the theory is created by me, so i will remember me, because the level of acceptance is 100%, so I do not need to force myself to like it.
Nowaday, I have been a bit scatterbrain, could not remember what most ppl say, and thing i do. So b4 i forget, I muz say this to all my friends U are all the best, and love U all...Hehehe

Seriously serious

2008-02-28T01:26:00.000-08:00

Have my piano lesson in the morning. Perform poorly at legato(which mean smoothly). I have asking these questions why i am so stiff, as i practice why why!!!. I feel so beaten down, far worse than i felt when i fail my test or exam. Then can only be one reason..i madly in love with piano.
It might seem cool to play all the classical music, but behind all these is a lot of hard work...coz classical is abt precision in the counting, one wrong count, there is it, the end of your piece. So in order to get it rite, they must really practice non-stop i mean really non-stop for two hour for two eight itself.
Such passion, endurance and pain-staking hour of training, and yet i still love it. If got any pro out there, please give me some pointer, or some way to reduce the stiffnesss of hand. Please do not feel hesitated to msn me or call me.
Another great step i move in field of Arts, is when i decide to join Firm Performance in SIM, the people is greatly fanastic at their expression, the show they are doing next year, i will try my best for it, as every new members need to go through the acting workshop, so dun be surprise i will be dramatic during the April...Haha. It is abt all, then is more hard work on my piano and my test ahead and exam..and acting workshop...which mean i will skipped the trip to US...

Sunday

2008-02-24T23:31:00.000-08:00

I saw one of my old SP teacher, teaching DBMS, in one of my friend's church, which in fact my friend also the student of the same course. Ok you get the point right.

Well, rite after service we meet up at the coffeeshop, to have sharing session(put it bluntly uncle talk). And from these short session, my teacher share a lot of insight with us about some wrong thinking with foot relaxology and apuncture, true it is healthy, but we must not forget it origin from Taos. So christian, watch out on these stuff I mention, because if it is not manage well, it will harm you. And Yoga is about the spirit thing, he saw people wiggling on the healing room.

So if christian have read my blog, please share these among the brothers and sisters. Because remember we are temple of God, and we dun want to do anything that damage or displease the God.

All in a song

2008-02-23T03:42:00.000-08:00

This song is unsung, this war untold
is about this warrior and his empress
how Mystical is it, how sorrow the tale
Not that not is the story being told
Is just happen at the place full of bitter coffee

Chorus of this battle being sung
WarCry being heard, heart be shattered
Life be relive, dead be undead
Inspire be expiry, quiet yet singing

Fight must goes on, the song will be rewritten
History will be herstory.
If battle was lost, all is gone

Pain in my heart

2008-02-20T06:34:00.000-08:00

Crap, i noe i not suppose to complain inside the blog, but i juz need to release a bit of steam, it all started i underestimate the question. Which i should not, which i learn through pain, is really the no pain no gain. And it is really painful, so for ppl who want to underestimate the econ test if u taking next semster, please think twice. Ahhh....feel muz better.

So for the entire whole day, is all abt the test, so nothing muz, except i do a little run on my own at ngee ann. Well for the better part of the day, i eat a nice you mian and dumpling, then start to do the project. 10 million war among the two da ge ad da jia, me and sherlly watching the show...even through is a bit tired, but is interesting.

And yupz went for the US work and play thing, is quite interesting, get to work for culture shock, and play for culture shiok...Hahaha...Ok muz...jia you....all the way to the next few test...muz progress...dun depress...

PlayTime Over

2008-02-18T00:43:00.000-08:00

After two month of fun, is time to get serious, test is ard the corner, projects to do. those working, I think they will go crazy, for these month. Piano lesson.., i cut my driving lesson through

Study! Study! Study!...go go....I think i dun have time to write any blog.

Jumper on his way

2008-02-17T05:38:00.000-08:00

Watch Jumper on wednesday, great show, is realize the dream of poor traveler such as myself. Except the part he steal the money and put the IOU. Anywhere in the world, free from distance, boundary and everything stand in your way will be all gone.

There are some dream place i want to go b4 i hit the road

Japan

US

Rome

Eygpt

Spain

England

Paris

if i ever go these place, i will sure post the photo in the blog.

Conformist and perfectionist(Kaoz Theory)

2008-02-14T04:42:00.000-08:00

Conform to the world, and numb to what is really important. if you feel this way, well you are conformist, what is important in the worldly view, may not be a important view to humanist law(such as sympathy and kindness). But they will sometimes find a place where humanist law still exists for few hours. Or else the end result will be insanity. Because No matter how much human want to run away from the fact that human still human, they cannot beat the gene that in-built emotion and feeling.

Solution there is NOne, why is to world destruction that world muz achieve before humanity can found. There is why is Kao theory.

Born to change everything around what maybe humanist view or worldly view. So he could be conformist at the same time, conformist i believe i have written enough. Having say that, is time to move on to the humanist view. Untainted must be their thought must be, so not be influence by other. Their belief must be at the level beyond wisdom and experience can be obtained, something unknown then cannot be unravel till this date.

So you want to be P or C, up to you. cOZ CHOICE is make by you, remember not to be influence, coz the choice must be pure just like music.

Monday blue

2008-02-11T01:54:00.000-08:00

The beginning of the week, the end of the short term break, yet rejoice in the end of it, coz it is coming to the end of the chinese new year visitation. Well yet, i never visit anyone during the chinese new year, the only time i go is when i go out to shop for food supply for my mother to cook.

So basically the first few days, there is nothing muz happening, or rather to say is rather peaceful or you call it boring. Never get to practice the piano. So all gotta to do is play DMC4, well is super shiok man, but for kids...be warn...juz a joke.

Today same old going back to school, the mood is still the same, but feeling the project and test breathing down my neck. So super lazy to book driving lesson, coz the driving instructor is running out of patience on me but i dun understand i spend money to be scold by another person. But anyway the main reason is becoz he ask me to take more lesson frequently, whether to swop it to public driving lesson.

Ok...gotta sing away the blue

The day b4 CNY

2008-02-05T15:58:00.000-08:00

Last two days, I have been slacking, I have been wondering why my course so slack, TimeTable so relax compare to other course in the SIM.

Monday,

Our second Outing, dunoe what are they going to do, a lot of question mark in my head. Well, we finally decide we will play pool. But I realize i dunoe hw to play. Coz playing ball in a table, juz doesnt make sense to me. So it seem a bit bored to me, also no mood to play. Trying to be funny, but my mood dun match my little humor.

Try to act interested, but when wendy say it is a bit borinng, i immediately agree, shot i hope nobody hear it. Using "The later i going to play piano thing" last me throughout the game. Then we went for makan, basically dragging my feet there too sleepy. brain Sub-working, try to make out what they say, which i could use coffee to wake me up, but the effect of coffee let me think twice, Migrane the next day.

Then we went to max opposite MS, and have nice flow of sweet and sinful chocolate drink. When the chocolate down my body, the sleeping power hit to the max, then i cannot take it anymore, to dreamland...as for the content, well...no comment...hahaha.

Tuesday

Yes.Is 5 feb, the day my favourite game is out, but when i went to the store, i found out that for the console X-Box 360, my game is not out. Then i went to SummerNotes in the afternoon to play practice piano, still trying very hard to understand the language of music bean sprout. Goodness, I play till i remember the note for ode to joy and love me tender. Then i try to play jingle bell u play EE E*2 right hand and C*4 and G*4 twice to get jingle bell jingle bell, but it muz play grandstaff, so it mean muz play left and right hand. But my next lesson is on 21 feb, arrrgh, chinese new year, so my lesson is being cancel till that date.

Went for a run in the evening to train for VM, or else i will be dead half way in 60 storey.

Well Happy Chinese new Year!!!!

First NS IPPT

2008-02-01T19:45:00.000-08:00

It was like since two year I didnt do IPPT alr, it seem like i only put 30% effort in all the statics station, Pull-up 9, sit up 45, shuttle run 10.1, SBJ 216cm and finally running 10.49...all could be faster and better. But why WHy...lazy, or is it cannot get Gold, then i slack down..But anyway i pass.

Miss the good old day at sispec, when i saw a platoon of soldier, singing book out book out day. Slowly all the fond memories all return to me one by one.

Then for the past few day is great, with the piano lesson and of coz all my great classmates for coming to the Class bonding, even through movie have the min communication of all the activities. But I think we all have fun

Photo on my piano i am practicing on..isnt it a beauty

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Piano Lesson Coming Soon

2008-01-30T03:52:00.000-08:00

Finally tmr is the day i touch the piano, hope I can perserve in my lesson to at least get grade 3, like what joe the music guru advise then change to pop.

Chinese new year coming, so wish all those who happen to read my blog, A happy chinese new Year...good year Ahead.

Came across jay chou's 不能说的秘密 Secret 路小雨 Lu Xiao Yu: 曾恺玹 Alice Tseng (晴依 Qing Yi). Is so smoothing to the heart, some light music, if you cannot slept at nite.

Another one is with four hand cool
周杰伦 Jay Chou - 不能说的秘密插曲路小雨四手连弹

Piano Lesson

2008-01-28T14:51:00.000-08:00

Taking piano lesson as of this thursday, my first lesson for the first time of my life. I make this decision one week ago, where i find i need to be expressive in a way or two. Well, I cannot make it at singing, so I decide to take up keyboard.

But with not given knowledge in music theory or instrument, the music teacher advise me to take the piano first, to have the real feel of the music or sound of the music.

Music is really something never fail amaze me, as the teacher explain, i start to wonder if i one day become so musiczed(so full of music).

Hope to be able to play beethoven pieces soon, so i will be able to feel what is he feeling at the moment at the time he is composing and playing. Feeling can not be brought with money(Yes, not even u have a trillion), so is it really priceless.

Misery story

2008-01-25T05:59:00.000-08:00

What is miserable thing happen to one.

These are some of the few...

1. Love someone u not suppose to love.

2. Must live with the fact even seeing another person

3. Live with a crippled leg

4. Aware of the world's pain

5. ok...spell the word miserable

Monkey and peanut

2008-01-23T04:48:00.000-08:00

Today is a interesting day at school, so far all the lecture has bored me...

So Today, i think no difference from other days, then suddenly, the lecturer turn out to be a very lame joker.

The classics joke of the day is monkey and peanut, he say that even the company is paying worker below the market value, they are paying peanut to us, then they are hiring monkey(ppl that work less efficently due to the pay) to do the job, then the next minute worker will be job hopping...like a monkey.

I laugh till crazy, but there are somemore jokes which are more mild. The way he explain marcoeconomics will never be the same again unlike the robot...from austri.

Other than that, i have been doing pull-up, and finally i reach my eight pull-up...Almost time to book my IPPT, and one song i want to recommend...Apologise by one republic, great song...it goes like "is too late to appologise....is too late"

Off the Topics(If offense anyone, please felt free to email-scoff me at fuzzysos@hotmail.com)

2008-01-22T02:57:00.000-08:00

There is common trend thing with the lady with being with sporty and jumpy than the guy. So come the common trend girls like boys with the girlish look.

Is it because the former reason, or the taste of girl has changed, because of western influence or genes changes.

A question never stop to puzzle me, when I was sitting in the bus, i sense the sporty with all the girls...not offense i like sporty girls....extremely cool...got their own style that represent the modern lady.

A decade of changes, what will man become and what would woman become...I highly anticipate.

As for the question, i should have answer in a week or two...

The Good Old day of Recession

2008-01-19T22:09:00.000-08:00

US oil shot up, inflation tend to follows, so to curl the monster inflation, what come is deflation, then it come recession, which means less purchasing power, which will bring down the GNP, which create less job. The v Cycle has begun. And as US deal with international trade, country that deal with US will be affected. So asian will start to slow down.

If terroism start coming in, the world will be in chaos. So

Government started stepping in to create job or create welfare..but this time can v cycle can be stop in time to create big problem for the ecomony.

Or is time to come up with a better economics structure for country.

InspireRunner

2008-01-16T03:30:00.000-08:00

That is nickname for my sgrunner forum, coz i recall my mktg lecturer say something sport equipment is for inspire runner(who say want to run marth but say only not action) which is big target segment marker. So I dare say i am inspire runner coz i inspire to run but lazy to run long distance.

So i decide to take part in the vertical marth 66 floor, what a challenge...for feb

Yestersday, only got one vote from will for Japanese course...need more vote...or else i am really taking Japanese course...and no i will no take option c...or both.

Watch commanding height, wow, dun understand the english coming out of their mouth. So read the article, learn abt the term hyperinflation, my goodness...I hope never happen, with all the managed captialism, i hope this world will not be at war, becoz of hyperinflation, world war 2 take place and take away a lot of life

So being economist, sometimes u can save the world from war...what a cool job, with heavy burden. So nw also inspired economist...to help the nation from poverty and from war...and peaceful world without blood shed...

And abt my driving lesson, i taking it again next week, my dad sort of say want to give me extra lesson, seeing the way he drift, i think he got high standard, so stilll thinking...

Stiff adam

2008-01-15T03:54:00.001-08:00

What a day, getting ready for my first driving lesson. all the kung fu in the first 50 min, then 5 min test drive...then 5 min admin.

And for these one hour i am so stiff, then my body has become like steel...overstated. Luckily he control the steering, if he didnt i sure lao....

But over all is fun, the car...the driver thing...

Crazy reading at the library

2008-01-13T23:59:00.000-08:00

Reading Crazily at the library...No book at the library but my textbook mainly economics till my mind become numb again

so i make a little chorus

Crazy I was consuming the words and meaning of the theory
Crazy I was craving for the knowledge that lie within
Crazy....Ya

kaoz...This is lousy lyrics i can come with...

So Sad sad situtation!!!

I was so struck in dilemmma of whether to have a psp or taking japanese class to watch my anime...if u think i shld have a psp...or take japanese class...please msg me at fuzzysos@hotmail.com

i was reading upon a article on my textbook that ppl in one island ard usa actually use stone for a medium of exchange...kaoz so they dun need to worry abt out-circulating of their stones...hahaha...so funny...so kuku...

Tmr need to take my driving lesson, i hope the instructor dun hang me...so there is all for today

oNE OF Weki of brain drain

2008-01-12T20:05:00.000-08:00

Hard to feel the presence of somebody, numb to the world these few week, even through study the word of world. Everyday news represent parts or pierces which i choose not to acknowledge.

This week, I decided to take my driving lesson, and force myself to take PDL from BBC, is quite painful the wait at the center. During this period, I basically do nothing and look at the ppl ard me, all the foreign worker and foreign ppl convert their license. Which definitely showing low efficency...on the second floor, that i cannot understand they dun put at first floor.

Drain after that day, then went to mktg lesson...switching off even through the lesson is interesting. But heck, i decide to go for a run that day, and shoot forget to bring my stop watch, so luckily cch is ard to help me to clock. after which i try the pull up bar and fail to get to six. I FEEl miserable after that. I a segrent cannot even do six, if my unit ppl noe of these, i can bury my head into the ground.

Then of coz friday, my running day, i torture my arm by forcing myself, to keep doing pull up.

And then came satursday, gosh got lesson and is last lesson from Mr robot for economics, cannot tahan, my mind keep drifting after i drowning down one cup of tea.

As updated for last year matter, nothing muz, coz working life exhibiit No life...if u noe what i meant.